it’s certainly been quite a while since i’ve been on here. but hey, i’m back! obviously.

life has been a little crazy lately, (aka everyones excuse for ever forgetting about something for a long time) i really just haven’t been in the mood to blog. i guess nows as good as any to start up again.

being single the past few months has been a big change. a lot to get used too. i realized i haven’t been single for more than a couple weeks since i was 18.  sleeping alone, doing things with other people outside of that circle of friends you always hung out around your significant other with, just learning to be your own person. it’s a lot to take in and relearn.

most days i have to remind myself to just breathe, everything will be okay. i guess i’m just waiting for that turning point, to what i have no idea, i just know i’m waiting for one.

hopefully it’ll come soon, until then, i’ll just keep breathing.

just because you’ve been preparing for this day for a while…doesn’t mean it hurts any less when you get right down to it happening…